In the beginning – By way of Introduction
Sometimes I want to kill myself. I wonder what there is to live for now that I’ve lost the last bit of reason to hold on. With Stix-Lee not living with me anymore I can’t decide why I need to get up in the morning.
Today I went to see the GP to get something to numb the pain. He’s given me a referral to talk to some shrink about what I’m feeling. I threw that away and decided that I should just do what I used to do when I was young … before my world ended.
I’m not sure what happened to the journal I used to write in when Chance was still around. I know I took it with me when I was at school but I have no idea what happened to any of that stuff. It’s probably still at Nicolas’. But knowing that bastard he’s probably thrown it all away so it’s long gone … in a dump somewhere … being eaten by rats.
I’m tired.
Ren
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